Revulsion

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In the back of my mind
There's a little voice
Telling me I'll do what I do
And there's no point in trying to resist

In the back of my mind
There's a tiny thought
Trying to fight its way up front
And become something more than it is

In the pit of my gut
There's a tiny mole
It's growing to a cancerous growth
And there's no way to heal the wound

In the deep of my heart
There's nothing but a hole
Leaving me with nothing to feel
And I hope that it never comes back

And so I'm left with nothing else to hold me back
To say that I'm still wrong or to say that you're not right
I wouldn't still be here trying to keep my hate at bay
Waiting for another chance to make it all just go away

I only feel revulsion
At the thought that I could feel love
Don't want that kind of heartache
I don't want to know what it's like
To be human
To feel everything or nothing
To learn what it's like
To give into desire
And to give into the pain
And to make it all go away

I start to feel revulsion
At the thought that I could feel loved
Don't want that kind of heartbreak
I don't want to know what it's like
To be human
To feel everything and nothing
To learn what it's like
To give into desire
And to give into the pain
And to give into my lust
And to give into the shame
And to let myself feel something that makes me so afraid
And to make it all go away

[Revulsion]

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  • Label: Observant
  • Release date: October 22, 2013

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